So yesterday took a rough start. Completely unrelated to fencing (and the SCA altogether). On my way to my second day of work, I tried to stop short when the car in front of me slammed on his breaks and I ended up hydroplaning and crashed into him. Luckily, nobody was hurt and the insurance is taking care of everything. This however, left me spiraling downwards pretty fast. For those who are unaware, I suffer from depression. I tend to go through periods of normalcy interspersed with days/weeks of being a self-loathing hermit. The SCA has helped me handle it a lot better than I used to and has given me a sense of confidence that was unknown to me previously. If there’s interest, I’ll write a post about how the SCA has helped me through some very dark times but for now let’s talk swishy-poke.
So I wanted to stay home last night (Rachael was going to Carillion after work and I didn’t really want to people (yes that is a verb). The fact that I didn’t want to go see friends and/or fence tells you just how crappy I was feeling but that’s why I decided that I needed to go. So I went and was put in charge of running footwork drills with our beginner fencers. While it could have gone a lot smoother, it seemed to go over well with everyone and I’d like to think I was able to help them progress but only time will tell. After footwork drills, I worked with Lucy on her dagger work. Her dagger finally arrived so she was itching to use it (especially itching to stab me with it). Her defenses with it are getting good though she can be a bit eager to parry with the dagger instead of her sword (I know you’re reading this, don’t forget your homework). Next step is going to be getting her to use it for offense as well. We worked to fix this by putting the swords down and fighting with just the daggers. The goal was to get her to see the dagger as an offensive weapon as well as defensive. As was pointed out to me afterwards, it looked like we were using them as mini rapiers instead of daggers but that’s just something to keep in mind and work on in the future. One of benefits of our dagger fight was it did get her to start moving more. The beauty of SCA fencing vs “olympic fencing” is that we can move in more directions than forwards and backwards. Sometimes thinking laterally is the best way to kill your opponent.
On the topic of thinking sideways and killing opponents, after working with Lucy, I got the chance to fight Owyn. Unlike every other time I’ve fought him, I actually managed to hold my own to some degree and killed him on a few occasions. I was moving, parrying, and fencing better than I ever have against him and was finally able to stop thinking and just fence him. Afterwards, he told me that I made him work too hard though I’m pretty sure this was a compliment (it’s hard to tell sometimes since Owyn likes screwing with me whenever he can). Overall, it turned into a great night that really helped everything.
So, it turns out that that forgetful little fish was onto something and not just when you’re feeling blue. Standing still just makes you an easy target for your opponent to stab you. That isn’t to say standing still will automatically get your killed or that it’s bad. We fencers strive to be the epitome of efficiency in killing our opponents with the least amount of movement/work required. At the same time, not moving at all is a good way to get dead. A fencer’s first line of defense is to parry their opponent’s shot but their second is to not be where their opponent’s sword thought they’d be. Your opponent can’t kill you if they can’t hit you and they can’t hit you if you’re out of range. At the same time, getting stuck in your head will just bring you down and when life’s got you down, what should you do? Just keep swimming.